Time to armor up | 8alchemist8's Blog
February is at hand. I hate this month. It seems like all of the worst experiences in my life happen/have happened in February and my mood is faltering. I've been feeling uncharacteristically vulnerable lately. I've been finding myself slipping; confiding in others about my feelings, looking for company, feeling alienated and longing to be (:shiver, cringe:) held. I find myself wishing for, longing for, love and companionship. Enough.
I know better. Or, at least I SHOULD know better. It is weakness emerging again, as it always does. I keep drifting down this path that cannot be taken. I cannot allow myself to need anyone. That means it is time to delve into my tried and true bucket of compulsory self-actualization and mental reinforcement. Here it goes:
I am a hardened machine. I was created to interface with this world; a hostile pointless world filled with threats and obstacles. I am a probe and observer, set apart. This is not my world. My world is better and until I get back to that, I must endure this life. I am alone. Nobody cares for me and I care for nobody. I am not a rock. I am not an island. I am an armored sentinel. Nothing gets in or out unless I allow it and I do not allow it. I have a mission. I have achieved ob
Love is a lie.
Hope is wishful thinking.
Faith is blind folly.
Stay strong and stay focused.
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